The return to Love happens differently for each and everyone of us. There are as many paths to the heart as there are individuals. In this case, it would be the undeniable self-love of finally refusing to betray myself and my family for the lies and deceptions of non-dual teachers.
As many know, by now, I was deliberately separated out by my former teacher, Nome, for being the ‘holder’ for their lies and deceptions that included the operations of two main organizations: Nome and Russell Smith of SAT…The Society of Abidance in Truth, Santa Cruz, CA…and Candace O’Denver, aka Candice Rinpoche of Great Freedom/Balanced View, Marin, CA.
Then, later, when non-dual teachers made the agreed-upon decision…across the FULL non-dual teaching spectrum (including Nome, Russell Smith, Candace O’Denver, Adyashanti, Gangaji, Jeannie Zandi and many others)…to place the ENTIRETY of the burden for their lies-and-deceptions on these shoulders…and the shoulders of my family literally ripping my family apart…I was silenced (under a death threat) for a decade+…ensuring those lies would never become public knowledge.
This criminality has been described as a ‘Soul murder’ akin to being ‘buried alive.’
Those are absolutely accurate descriptions of the feeling of what occurred here.
There has been zero accountability and no one who said “this is not right.”
It was this separating out…and the resultant occult controls (including auric blocks and psychic implants) over this life… that caused a trauma preventing this heart from fully opening, as I had experienced earlier in my life.
Part of those controls included being silenced (under threat) for a decade. Silencing and isolation are both considered human torture in cultures around the world. Perhaps more so, for an extrovert Aquarian!
Now, it is the re-opening of this expression…and the reason for that expression: to uphold the integrity of Truth…that is the ultimate return, in this life, to Love.
Unconditional love, in no way, means unconditional acceptance of harm, abuse, and control over others.❦
Feel free to contact me with any questions at: ⚛️leslie@integrityintruth.com
~”The real revolution will be Love.” ~Bumper sticker created by Kim Rome.