‘Information’ I Hold Videos

Up until now the names have been protected of the teachers that were involved in the first 8 videos.

That time is now over. 

Video 9 finally names-the-names…an important step, not only in my healing, but for Truth teachings.

It is well known in the spiritual community who these teachers are…and who supported them in a systemic corruption of serial dishonesty within the Non-dual community.

This involved a historic level of collusion and coercion to cover for such high-level teachers as : Nome, Russell Smith of SAT: The Society of Abidance in Truth in Santa Cruz, CA and Candace O’Denver, aka Candice Rinpoche of Great Freedom/Balanced View in Marin, CA. The deceptions of these teachers were/are largely aided, primarily, by Ayashanti/Mukti and Open Gate…but also Gangaji and the many in the non-dual space willing to cover for them.

Lies and deceptions were used in conjunction with silencing and isolating me…via threat…as well as such extreme physical and psychic violations and existential controls such as ‘auric blocks’ and ‘psychic implants’ to control the flow of ‘information’ regarding their lies. https://www.dropbox.com/s/hga3c7zpo1v973j/ASI%20Letter%2003%3A06%3A23.pdf?dl=0

Knowledge of these teachers and of what happened to this life…and the lives of my family, spanning 4 generations…is well-known in the non-dual community. Many who know of this control are currently acting as teachers, themselves…and who continue to deny their knowledge of such an out-of-integrity drama resulting in what can only be described as an existential murder.

It is my hope that this story helps to upgrade the level of integrity and accountability in the overall awakening community.

That it helps to put an end to the untethered hypocrisies in what is commonly known as Non-duality. 

We’ve all seen that just because one has awakened to Wholeness…in no way…means one is free from shadow or is somehow a balanced and decent human being. 

One can be awake to Wholeness…or Oneness…and still be creating delusions and, worse yet, harming others in the process.

Even though this is only a partial recounting, it serves to demonstrate exactly how deep and insidious that harm can be. 

November 13, 2021

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Below is the original write-up for the description of the videos…

After a decade of being silenced and forced to hold ‘information’ regarding the lies and deceptions of spiritual teachers it became necessary to finally release this ‘information’ to the public.

This decision came after a variety of catalysts…not the least of which was the fact that I could no longer go on with my life holding the karma of actions that were clearly not mine to hold.

In determining which medium to release this ‘information’ I finally decided on video primarily because I wanted people to see my eyes, expression and the honesty in what I was/am saying.

There had been a session with a well-known Channeler who channeled Mary Magdalene’s answer to me shortly before producing these videos. The Magdalene (in this channeled message) was adamant that this ‘information’ not only be made public but she, then, added that it would be important for me to explain ‘…why it took so long’. (Please see Video #8)

When I asked her about naming names…and my indecision as to whether or not I should make the names (of the teachers) public…she suggested that by not naming names that the ‘information’ would be helpful to more people.  She also indicated her knowledge of the occult powers of these teachers and the potential pushback from releasing this ‘information.’ When I told her there had been pressure to release the names she stated emphatically “That is easy for them to say.”

Names are protected throughout these videos.

That said…most in the awakening spiritual community *already know* who it is that is being spoken of. (Refer to Video #8)

Please note that these (especially the first) videos can be somewhat difficult to watch. For those who know me… watching a voice where one has been silenced for the better part of a decade is difficult.  One just doesn’t ‘all of a sudden’ speak up…after such silencing, under the deepest of threats. Added to that is the technology of video recording  *and* a complex story.

Videos 1 – 7: details, in chronological order, what happened with regard to the supposed splitting up of two brother-spiritual teachers and their organization(s).

These videos were released over the course of one year beginning in February, 2019 as a Birthday Gift to myself. The release of this ‘information’ I had been forced to carry (under threat) was the very beginning of opening myself up to my own sovereign Self-nature.

The constriction in the voice and expression…so apparent in video 1…slowly opens as I begin to release what was never mine to hold.

In the release of this ‘information’, there was/is enormous psychic pushback and ramifications. Those psychic challenges pushed me further to rely on my own path…and Spirit Family.

Video 8: published on the 1 year anniversary of releasing this ‘information’ and details the important question of why I waited so long…a decade…before opening up about what had occurred.

This video also explains that the ‘information’ in these videos is only half of the reason for coming forth.

The other half cannot be discussed anywhere on a public platform (as I do not have the permission of those involved) yet this particular reason is the foremost reason…the primary one for coming forth.

These teachers know that I cannot discuss this ‘other aspect’ on any public platform and, in that regard, it is blackmail at its highest…and darkest.