Integrity In Truth

This is a conversation about Integrity In Truth… ❦

We are entwined…in the most miraculous of Ways…perhaps most especially with regard to our Soul’s journey.

It is important to bring-to-light areas of harm, abuse, control and occult manipulation so teachers, organizations and seekers can grow, evolve and continue to make a positive impact on the world…with integrity and accountability.

Thank you for joining me on this website. 🌷

This website demonstrates the unfolding of my understanding when radical non-dual teachers made the agreed-upon decision…across the FULL radical non-dual teaching spectrum (including Nome, Russell Smith, Candace O’Denver, Adyashanti, Rupert Spira, Gangaji, Bentinho, Jeannie Zandi and many others)…to make me the ‘fall-guy’ for their deceptions and then placed the ENTIRETY of the burden for their lies on these shoulders…and the shoulders of my family…where I was then silenced (under a death threat) and isolated for a decade+. ALL to ensure the lies and collusion of non-dual teachers would never become public knowledge.

Letter to the ASI (Association for Spiritual ‘Integrity’) at the end of which is a link to a short recording (22 min.) detailing the occult controls to which Rick Archer suggested I just walk away:
⚛️https://www.dropbox.com/s/hga3c7zpo1v973j/ASI%20Letter%2003%3A06%3A23.pdf?dl=0

The following short recording (22 min.) details the occult controls to which Rick Archer suggested I just ‘walk away.’(The recording started off with a felt interference…I almost started the recording over but chose not to.) This recording is now several years old, and there is considerable feeling of fawning still in my descriptions. 
⚛️https://www.dropbox.com/s/atxohwo473iur89/Recording%208B%20-%20September%2019%202020.m4a?dl=0

What’s with all the flowers?!  Nature photography was integral to my healing AND a hold-over of a deep devotion and fawning response. ❦ https://integrityintruth.com/photo-gallery/

Thank you for visiting this site and consider joining me over on Substack. ~Leslie on Substack: ⚛️ https://open.substack.com/pub/leslieread

About this site…

The areas lacking in Integrity and causing harm…in radical non-dual ‘awakening’ teachings are many. In trivializing our Humanness, the bifurcated patriarchal model of radical non-duality not only allows for potential harm but will actually use the very teachings to gaslight those reporting on the harm!

“God does take care of all things…karmically speaking…but at times we need to ring the bell.”

Consider this site to be ‘a bell’ …and a place for hope and renewal. ❦

Thank you for joining me on this website. 🌷While this site largely demonstrates sweeping existential control at the hands of radical non-dual teachers, there was still significant fawning on these pages. Beginning @ July 2025 a much larger perspective began to take shape in my understanding of being THE ‘fall-guy’ for the deceptions of non-dual teachers.

Letter to the ASI (Association for Spiritual ‘Integrity’) at the end of which is a link to a short recording (22 min.) detailing the occult controls to which Rick Archer suggested I just walk away:
⚛️https://www.dropbox.com/s/hga3c7zpo1v973j/ASI%20Letter%2003%3A06%3A23.pdf?dl=0

The following short recording (22 min.) details the occult controls to which Rick Archer suggested I just ‘walk away.’(The recording started off with a felt interference…I almost started the recording over but chose not to.) This recording is now several years old, and there is considerable feeling of fawning still in my descriptions. 
⚛️https://www.dropbox.com/s/atxohwo473iur89/Recording%208B%20-%20September%2019%202020.m4a?dl=0

Please join me on Substack where I was starting with fresh-and-clear energy/purpose regarding control-over-others in the name of non-dual spirituality: ⚛️ https://open.substack.com/pub/leslieread

What’s with all the flowers?!  Nature photography was integral to my healing AND a hold-over of a deep devotion and fawning response. ❦https://integrityintruth.com/photo-gallery/

Feel free to contact me with any questions at: ⚛️leslie@integrityintruth.com

Thank you for visiting this site. ❦

The purpose: to bring to light the harmful transgressions and out-of-integrity actions within the non-dual ‘spiritual’ teaching community and my path through the systemic lies and existential controls of teachers.

The agreement, across the FULL non-dual teaching spectrum (including Nome and Russell Smith of The Society of Abidance in Truth in Santa Cruz, CA, Candace O’Denver of Great Freedom/Balanced View, Adyashanti, Rupert Spira, Gangaji, Bentinho, Jeannie Zandi and many others)…to make me the ‘fall-guy’ and to place the ENTIRETY of the burden for their lies-and-deceptions on these shoulders…and the shoulders of my family…silencing (under a death threat) and isolating me for a decade+…ALL to ensure those lies of non-dual teachers would never become public knowledge.

Letter to the ASI (Association for Spiritual ‘Integrity’) at the end of which is a link to a short recording (22 min.) detailing the occult controls to which Rick Archer suggested I just walk away:
⚛️https://www.dropbox.com/s/hga3c7zpo1v973j/ASI%20Letter%2003%3A06%3A23.pdf?dl=0

The following short recording (22 min.) details the occult controls to which Rick Archer suggested I just ‘walk away.’(The recording started off with a felt interference…I almost started the recording over but chose not to.) This recording is now several years old, and there is considerable feeling of fawning still in my descriptions. 
⚛️https://www.dropbox.com/s/atxohwo473iur89/Recording%208B%20-%20September%2019%202020.m4a?dl=0

The following pages on this site tell the story.

To come forth with this ‘information’ was, no-doubt, the hardest decision of this lifetime.  It was a decision to be devoted, solely, to Truth and to the integrity of Truth…and to end a karmic SoulCycle, lasting lifetimes, of being silenced (or worse) at the hands of spiritual teachers. ❦

⚛️ The Mystery of Past Lives: https://leslieread.substack.com/p/the-mystery-of-past-lives

Please note that this site represents a complex process of healing and unfolding. As such, this voice – which had been silenced (under a death threat) – will, ultimately, reveal the full-scope of this breach on this website.

As my own process unfolds…and my voice is in complete alignment with the necessity to tell-the-truth untainted by past devotions etc…this website will undergo changes until the entirety of the story is public. The essential message and, of course, the facts…stay entirely the same. It should also be noted that this website was constructed when I was still under the influence of sweeping betrayal (primarily by ‘friends’ in the non-dual community associated with the teachers at SAT, Adyashanti and on FaceBook), enduring the deliberate “love bombing” of those ‘friends’ and my own ‘fawning’ reaction. As a result, this website largely demonstrates the painfully slow unfolding of my understanding regarding the overarching controls at the hands of non-dual teachers. There are much larger perspectives resulting from an ensuing and greater shift-of-understanding over on my Substack. Please join me there at: ⚛️ https://open.substack.com/pub/leslieread

What’s with all the flowers?!  Nature photography was integral to my healing AND a hold-over of a deep devotion and fawning response. ❦ https://integrityintruth.com/photo-gallery/

Feel free to contact me with any questions at: ⚛️leslie@integrityintruth.com